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Thu Sep 3, 2009, 5:21 AM
Its the years of waiting, for what I don't know. The feelings of the days gone by. Not easily hidden or even disguised. The simple hello or even just one more Friday the way they used to be. I know I would just say one more knowing it will just keep turning into wanting another.
It's the sleepless nights, the endless days. I have a hard time doing the right thing, sometimes I wonder why I hold on. You always ask me what is wrong, when the answer is so clear. Conflict, lying to myself, or the mental anguish I go through. I just want to live. I know you are only trying to look out for me but sometimes it gets to be too much.
It's the thought of life. A life where you are not there, a feeling of knowing what we had. Knowing we will never be us ever again, and my heart breaking every time I see you and have to turn around and leave, or finding something I have to do so I can leave just so you won't see me cry or even lose composure for even a second.
It's the knowing I could keep going on with things like this. Tired of the memories, still good but hard to relive in my mind knowing those days are gone.

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~sapphiredragon06 Jan 1, 2007, 8:57:55 AM
Happy New Year

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Strange Can Sometimes Be A Good Thing

Tara Jade




You Let Me Walk Away......
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Mood: Tender ~sapphiredragon06 Nov 14, 2006, 8:37:33 AM
I love you more than words can express.....yet the pain from the last time still hasent left my heart. Once that is gone, then I will be able to make a decision. Dont take down your writings. The Promise is still one of my favorite peices.....831 will ALWAYS stay in my heart

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Strange Can Sometimes Be A Good Thing

Tara Jade




You Let Me Walk Away......
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~thelastofthemaguai Nov 16, 2006, 7:04:46 AM
you left me go tara... too much time is all i have to say. It is too easy to let time go to long... I am sorry I don't want to look at these writtings anymore...
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~sapphiredragon06 Nov 16, 2006, 7:08:31 AM
well thats all fine and good....but you never even gave me a second thought

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Strange Can Sometimes Be A Good Thing

Tara Jade




You Let Me Walk Away......
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~sapphiredragon06 Nov 20, 2006, 5:38:42 AM
You may not beleive it, but its the honest truth, what i wrote.

I couldnt mean it any more if i tried.

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Strange Can Sometimes Be A Good Thing

Tara Jade




You Let Me Walk Away......
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~sapphiredragon06 Nov 30, 2006, 11:20:56 AM
and what exactly did you think it would be by now?

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Strange Can Sometimes Be A Good Thing

Tara Jade




You Let Me Walk Away......
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~thelastofthemaguai Nov 25, 2006, 11:13:39 PM
I gave you second thoughts... I've been thinking about you for the past damn 2 months... I've driven myself to the brink of destruction so many times. I'm drained I love you with all my heart... I have one thing i want for x-mas and i highly doubt i'll get it... I am tired... I'm weak... I'm trying to fill my life with things that will NEVER fully make my life what I thought it would be by this point!
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Strange Can Sometimes Be A Good Thing

Tara Jade




You Let Me Walk Away......
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~sapphiredragon06 Feb 6, 2005, 7:18:21 AM
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i love you sweetheart!

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Strange Can Sometimes Be A Good Thing

Tara Jade




You Let Me Walk Away......
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